Okiez... I know my blog is about to rot... =P

Monday, Our office building all the lift was not working, as something had crop up, so most of the office lady and guy either choose to climb all the way up to their office, or wait at the canteen until the lift is repaired.. And for our office, of cuz we cant be late for work lah! So all my colleagues climb to office.... and our office is @ the 6th floor but it's equvilent to 12th Storey!! Cuz every floor has 2 storey of stairs... So you tell mi lah, climb 6th floor to office = climb 12th Storey in HDB flat!! zzzz... So from that day onwards, I told myself I had to make it a point climb the staircase every morning to office, in order to "Slim down".. Haha... And I make it! (Or at least until TODAY!) haha... I reli climb to office every morning, which explains y I sweat alot in the morning to office.. hahaha!!

Watched "Red Cliff" 赤壁

I give it a 8.5 / 10... Quite a nice show.. And I had to keep on ask hubby y this n that, cuz I simply duno China History.. hehe... Cuz guys mah, they play "三国志" know more better.. hehe... And it was hubby's 2nd time watching.. Cuz he managed to watch somewhere online, cuz it seems like no ending.. So he tot maybe not yet finished, when I told him maybe got Part 2... And so we went to watched in the cinema... and it reli show "to be continue..." And hubby so angry.. Haha! Made him waste money to watched to same thing when he actually have already finished watching.. hehe....

Reli quite a nice show... will definitely go to the cinema when the part 2 is release... I din even know there's Part 2, cuz from last year the entertainment showbiz keep linger between this movie, saying who n who will be casting in the show blah blah, but nv heard that there will be a Part 2.... Hopefully I dun have to wait too long before it shows Part 2 in cinema... =)

Finally tml is Last day of the month, pay day is coming!!! But I guess I'll get terriblely little, as I've got too much of unpaid leave.. =(

And also tonite 11pm will be the start of Chinese Seventh Month AKA Ghost Festival... Sure be alot of "Ge Tai" again!! Hehe... Whenever I watched those "Ge Tai" I reli wished to be also one of them standing on the stage, sing n dance... And rush to other place sing n dance... Cuz I think it's very fun ! Haha.. Wah, so fast... Last year I still remember I watched Ge Tai Alone at hubby house there, watched until very song... haha! Now another year has passed... ~ Shoo! So fast...

okok.. Have to stop liao, this few days got so much things to clear in office.. Sian!! -.-

Wonderful weekend that reli take mi away from Troubles for some moments....

Stay overnight at Hougang on Saturday nite at Mother yiyi's House as Brother was in and we cant sleep at his room.... and Sunday morning, woke up at 6+am to go and help out in the vegetable stall for my parents... damn tired !! As we need to stand all the way... and my leg ache!! Last time in Kimage also stand whole day wun have problem, now stand for alittle longer also cant tahan le.. -.- hubby learn to pack vegetables from dad, and I help out keep on tkae vegetables out to keep up the supply.. phew~~ Damn tedious ok??
Oh ya, forgot to mention, it's because one of my mum's worker has something on thus they are short of people working... I guess if next time we offer for help, my dad sure will object... Cuz we duno everything and he think we will block his way.... and whoever block his way, he will reli scream his lung out on you!!

Just found out something... My sister take over my dad... Everything got to be in order and swee swee, very yim chim... abit abit also cannot... exactly like my dad.... if things go AAAAAAABIT wrong, will scream and scold like nobody's business! -_-"

and yesterday watch about the Typhoon in Taiwan, Hopefully it doesn't affect HuiHui's trip.. =)

Hope I can Pull through tonite.... and nothing goes wrong... if Not I reli cant imagine what will happen...

May God Please Bless me....

Shit !! Just now my colleague said something, which I'm still thinking about it now...

He said: "Julie, How come you today.... Like.... Erm... Fat Fat??"
Me: "REALLY ANOT?? Ya, fat... Or Maybe.... Today I wear like this that's y look fat?"

Haiz... So sad lah... my guy colleagues alway say I'm thin enough le (But which I know I look ba ba) Den now even the guys also say I fat fat le.. I think I reli gone case le lah.... Haiz... Guess I better go n find a God Pill that can help mi slim down before my wedding man!!

zzz..... hate Monday!! Hope the time can just stop at Saturday FOREVER!!

Just feel Like venting myself.... I know Our wedding is coming and I should not be saying all these... But I just reli felt like venting... Just Dun care wad I say.. I'm just talking crap...
I believe setting up blog is part of venting ourself right?

Duno why, I really felt like ending up my life..... To end all the misery life... Another person also wanted to end his/her life.... He/she intend to die with me.... but Duno y, I just so scare of death.... Or I should say I'm really scare of suffering from pain... Read from the newspaper that there's 1 couple who hire a killer to kill both of them... Idea uh? At least can die "unknowingly".... Dun need to make such a big mental preparation... hehe.... I reli Admire those people who commit suicide on MRT tracks... Reli need damn lots of courage to jump down the track with incoming MRT train...

Started from Primary 1, I always tell my friends and relatives that I wanted to die..... I even try to use Pen knife and slashed many lines on my wist during my Secondary school days Hoping to end my life.... But dare not slash deep to kill myself, but again, I'm afraid of suffering from those pains....

Duno y, These days I cry easily.... My eyes can get red and teary every minute.... I just hope this period can end faster... I reli hate these kind of life....

I hate to suffer, I hate people(be it my mum, Hubby, MIL, Who ever also CANNOT) vent anger at me for nothing....

Just reli felt If I have the courage, I'll just jump down and die... Once and for all....

Alrights, I'll try to forget all the bad things.... As wedding is less than 2 months away only... I'll try to be happy... And I always TRY to make my life better and not always feeling so miserable.... I always try to put a smile infront of everybody... And Always cry myself to sleep.... Well, I know not everyone is happy with their life.... But I just felt such a inbalance in my life.....

I do not have much Close and best friends.... But I believe best and close Friend 1 is enough... But whenever I have problems, I duno who to talk to, and I also dare not tell as I dun wan my friends to get worry for me.... and I always bottom up everything, and whenever people ask, I duno wad to say but just teared and dun reli wish to speak a word...

=)

Alrights enough of my rubbish... At least I'm feeling 0.001% better...

Tonight I'll make sure I'm drunk! Yesterday promise to drink with hubby, and end up I forgotten about it.... It's been quite some time eversince I drink alcohol...

Oops... Sorie for the lack of Posting... Last 2 days wasn't good day for me.. No mood to do anithing...

Tuesday didn't went for work.. As Reli no mood to work... So I suggested we go to M'sia as it will be lesser people compare to weekends.... Hubby went for Foot massage and I went for shoulder Massage, which we both damn feaking regret... Waste money to buy Pain... My shoulder and waist is all bruised by the massge.... And we went for Hair wash.. Mine wasn't that Fantistic... Sian... Bought nothing much, just a Hello Kitty Make Up Pouch(Damn regret, cuz I felt it's a fake de and damn ex.. $20++), a Hello Kitty Clock (But the time kept on stopping, guess spoilt de.), a office skirt, and some wedding stuffs... Den nothing much le... Because that naughty Hubby of Mine Cheat me out for hairwash, den nv return to City Square liao... Make mi nv buy other stuffs le... -.-"

Wednesday also nv go for work, as I'm just too sad over some issue, and the night before I was crying so badly that I dun dare to go work, cuz my eyes are simply too swollen! Stay almost the whole day at home.... Reli no mood to do anything.... even wedding stuff.... still felt as Thru I'm dreaming... I kept asked myself, M I Dreaming? Is it True? I reli couldn't believe everything in my eyes now.... As I couldn't take another blow.... If not I'll sure jump down from building...

I reli hope time can turn all the way back to August 2007... Maybe everything will be much better than now.... as we .... or I should say myself only? I dun need to suffer so much...

Finally today I went back to work... Felt everything so.... So... wierd? Like so unfarmiliar... so distance...

Tml will be Friday, Hopefully everyday pass slowly....hope the time can frezze on Saturday... Hate MONDAY so Much!

This Pic was Taken by Gf Yan Ting during Hubby's Birthday celebration Steamboat session few weeks ago.. Duno y, I just heart his Photo so much that whevener I open up my wallet, I'll stare at this pic for a few seconds.... =)

Arh.... Today HuiHui will be going for her Taiwan HoneyMoon Trip... *Envious!* Duno when can hubby and I go for our HoneyMoon Trip... Just a normal trip also can.... BKK also can.... *Sad*

These 3 days my colleague Yuki nv turn up for work.. Heard from her boss she was warded in Hospital last few days and now resting in M'sia home... Maybe her Baby will come anytime.... Hopefully she is okay, and rest well..... Hope her BBB and her be fine... Speedy Recovery Ger! =)

Saturday went to Hougang to Stay overnight at Mum's House with hubby

Went out for dinner with mum and Hubby.. after that I suggested we took train to Compass Point to get a pair of Wedding Ornaments to put at our room.... Shop around for awhile and cabbed home after math..

Brother wun be coming back home due to work, so Mum made hubby and I slept at Bro's room... And I reli hate to sleep at his room...because is so Damn hot that I couldn't get to sleep even I watched 3 Movies!! Faint~~ His room do have Air-con, but still so hot and stuffy!! *Rolled eyes* And even the living without any air con or fan also feels cooler den his "Air-condition" room! Faint... And Mum got to wake up at 2.45AM to work, so I was thinking I can sleep on my mum's bed (Oh, ya.. my mum sleep with sister cuz my dad hates air con which my mum same as mi cant tahan without air-con!) after she woke up for work.. But I wait, and wait, and wait...... Until 2.30AM I reli cant tahan liao, den fell asleep... Zzzz.. (I couldn't believe I can watch 3 VCD in one shot.. = 06 Hours.)

Sunday, Woke hubby up at 9+am , as we need to go and buy those "Guo Da Li" stuff... (In preparation for our wedding.) Cuz Was told by Mother yiyi that they usually close in the afternoon.. So no choice, mum had to give mi the money and hubby and I go get ourself... And the total bill came up to a stupid $217!! Freak!! So ex loh!! And I this dun want.. That take away.... it's still $170++! Faint... And we havent finish buying loh... Still havent buy
- New Bedsheet set
- New Pillows,comforter,Bolster
- ALOT of things for "Guo Da Li"

My God! As you see.... Wedding is reli such a troublesome thing!! So many things to prepare... And both our Mum still say want to be more "Mordern" Dun wan to follow too many traditional stuff... But still Got alot to follow man! (Even through we skip away quite alot of the "rules")
-faints~~ -

Haiz these days been worrying alot of the Wedding restuarant stuff.... Cuz of the Restuarant.. Haiz.. Frankly Speaking, I've been to quite alot of wedding dinners before... But still I find HuiHui's wedding is the Most Successful And Most "Dream" Wedding.... The Hilltop Garden Restuarant is so Beautiful loh!! It's Pillarless, and it has very high rooftop.... Huge Stage.... Long aisle for march in... 3 Big Projector.... Everything is so good loh... But only the food was just alright for me, but hubby said not reli fantasic... But for me, I dun reli care about the food... I just care for the Ambience... It's reli got that "Dream wedding" feel loh!! Haiz....

And also jialat loh... Now I "Baloon" back again... So fat now!! Haiz... Everybody been asking mi not to eat too much anymore, since our wedding is only less than 2 months... I also very scare that I cant fit in my gown loh!! SAD LAH!! But I reli just can't resist food temptation!! These days I kept eating Tidbits almost everyday, I can munch every min ma jiam non stop until hubby also buay tahan loh.. Like now, I'm blogging in office.. At the same time I'm munching Gummy away.. Faint.. I see whatever tidbits and I'll just grab and start munching.. Faints... Can You imagine I can walk pass my colleague table, and saw a packet of biscuit and I go, : "Can I take 1??" And start munching away.. faint.. I'm such a fatty Girl now!! Can somebody help mi??

I'm so looking forward to my wedding day!! I'm afraid I'll get insomnia the night before my Big day and make mi look like a Panda Bride! As I also suffered from insomnia the night before I got ROM last year.... -.-''

Next Week we are going to Malaysia for shopping spree..Anybody wana join?? =) Hees... Love to go Malaysia with Hubby.... We shop n shop, we eat n eat (Oops!)..... It's so convinence to just take a bus at Kranji to Singapore Custom & again take the same SBS/Trans Island Bus(I cant remember) to Malaysia Custom.. Den walk for about 15mins? Den will reach CitySquare liao!! I think it takes only 2-3Hours to reach! So convinence right? And even outside of the Malaysia Custom also have those Roadside stall, their food looks Yummy! And hubby and I wanted to try their Bak Kut teh next week! Happy! Wanted to bring mum along, but she doesn't want to go.. guess she'll be too tired when she's back from market.... *Sayang!*

Happy 5 Years And 1 Month Anniversary, Hubby! *Muackx!*

Finally I've found my No.8 Jie Mei for my wedding! I'm SO Happy.... 1 Trouble off my Load... =)

Alrights...
Was slacking all the way after the steamboat.. And after that went home...Sian !!!!!!!!!!!!!
-_-""

Yesterday was so tired that I eventually fell asleep in the living room while watching TV after reach home from work... Zzzz....

Yesterday Manager passed me a letter using our Company Window Envelop, using my Company LetterHead black and white Saying:

RE: Resignation Notice

We refer to your resignation Letter dated 6th May2008 and your email dated 6th June 2008 on the extension of stay in *** till September 2008.

We confirm that your last day of working in *** F Pte Ltd will be 29 August 2008.

We wish you every success in your future Endeavour.

Your Sincerely,
Sign off..


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Of Course I'm happy that I can finally Confirm Chop Chop leave the Company, but do they need to do until like this, still got black n white ma jiam appointment letter like that meh??
they tot I'm pregnant then faster chase mi off? But I'm not ok?? Well, also good lah, den i Dun need to think when is my last day....

I think I'm fat again!! I need to shed them OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I Hate myself for Forgiving that Fucking Person... I hope that person won't come near Me anymore! Not a Single Penny for that Person!! Please Fuck Off !!

I thought it was supposed to be a secret?? But to my surprise this morning one of my colleague ask me about it... But I reli dun have.... So I just said No, I'm not...

Was so damn angry about it, which it make mi more firm that I wanted to leave this sickening company.....

Thursday went for Food tasting... Hmmm.. Yummy!! The food was delicious... =)

THursday night got some institution that i might get disapointment on Friday check up, thus I was crying like hell.... and the next day when I woke up, I'm alright... But saw something which make me have hope again....

Was on urgent leave on Friday to go and have a check up... Nothing happen but just lots of disappointment.... And hubby and I was feeling so sad.. But actually right up till now I'm still quite sad about it.... :(

Went to have No.1 Chong Qing steamboat with Hubby's buddies and their Gfs... Was quite a fun session & the food was not too bad... But it ended quite early... And again, I'm feeling sad for hubby as I felt that nothing much for him as a birthday, but hubby felt quite alright towards his birthday this year... But somehow I just felt it ended like just any other day... Like nothing special.... But hubby said it's ok, as long I'm with him... :)

Saturday was supposed to go over to Hougang.. But I'm just so tired that I slept almost the whole day.... Woke up only at 5+pm... Duno y M I so tired that I couldn't get enough sleep despite I reli sleep most of the time.... went to Pasa malem with hubby, eat here n there.. Play the "Shoot-The-Ducky" game.. Hubby nearly shoot the ducky man!!

Sunday went Bukit Timah Beauty World with MIL to buy clothes for our wedding dinner... Shop here n there finally got 1 suit at Beauty World... And went Westmall to look at her heels... And finally reach home at 8+pm, den went out again with hubby to meet Eileen to the Pasa Malem... Went to Aliff chit chat aftermath... reach home 9+pm,and I Zzz liao... So tired loh !!

I've watched countless time of my wedding slide, and I reli just dun feel sick of it.. Haha... Hope I can get my bridal photo shoot pictures soft copy fast, so I can finish up the whole slide....

Pictures coming up on Steamboat session... (Din use my camera to take any pics, as hubby dislike me to take pictures when eating... - that explains I dun have any food pics in my blog!) Thanks Dearie YanTing for the pictures! And thanks for taking my that funny looking pics while I'm eating... >.<

Yesterday hubby was grumbling, saying he's very hungry @ about 10++pm... And he very clever took my mobile and called Dearie Eileen to come out for makan at Aliff... Den went Aliff to company hubby to eat and chat with Dearie Eileen... went home at 11am as I'm very tired... Slept straight away after reached home...

I'm reli so glad and happy that many people reli care about mi.... I'm glad that I know them... And thanks God for letting me to know all these sweet Friends and some relatives...

Duno y I've been rather emo these day.... I can cry for nothing... Guess I'm crazy.. hehe.. But don't worry... I'm fine... :)

This Morning had some bad things happened, that I teared in office... But now it's fine!~ And I dun wan to bother what others say... =)

What I can say is, Hubby reli Got a bunch of world Best Buddies.... Whenever anyone Got problem, they will surely help no matter what... Glad hubby got them! :)

Wah! So fast, Tml is Wednesday liao... Going to choose photos for our Wedding Album... Haiz... Headache!! And very fast Thursday Going for Food tasting and Friday is Hubby's Birthday..... Celebration with his buddies!~ :)

Guess this weekend will be a Well-spent one... As I'm going over to Hougang again and of cuz + all these programmes (Birthday celelbration, Food tasting, trip down to bridal shop.)

Haha!! I'm reli feeling much better compare to this morning.. Thanks hui hui for consolling me... :) But wahtever it is, it's over.... SMILE!! Hees!!

Last Monday when I went down to bridal shop to look at those photos, I cant help but keep laughing... haha! Cuz so funny... and I told hubby that Our wedding Photos Got those very "Xin Fu" feeling... And the Coordinator also said very sweet feeling at the look at our wedding photos.. Hees! But also the photographer must be good lah.. haha! Somemore this photographer quite hard to book sia... Guess next time when I have my children, maybe I'll bring my child to there for a studio make over.. haha!!

Saturday, Martin SMS me n Hubby asking are we celebrating Hubby's Birthday this Friday.. Haha... Hubby is so Fortunate to have them as his Buddies! =) So just now we plan to have Steamboat @ Chong Qing No.1 and go Ktv after that... haha... Love to hang out with them , as they are reli such a nice persons and most importantly, interesting and funny guys lah!~

Still remember there's once Hubby and I went Clubbing with them... And I Got drunk... And some of his buddies somehow tooK care of me... And Duno who pass me water as i was puking outisde OBar.. *Shame Shame!* Nv ever drink until puke outisde de loh!! -_-"

And Thursday we are going for the Food tasting... Phew... Another task strike off from weddnig Preparation... =)

Feeling so tired no matter how much I sleep... Zzzz.... Just cant get Enough sleep... *Yawnz!*

I'm so Hungry and yet I a piece of bread and I'm full, 2 hours later I'm hungry again!! -_-'' Guess at the rate I'm eating, I'm reli so afraid that I might not fit into my wedding Gown!! OMG! Cuz my wedding Day Gown already alter to the max!! *Help, Help, Help Me!!*

hubby is such a sweet Man!! Hehe... yesterday I just merely talk about feel like drinking Bubble tea, And he's back home with Bubble tea! Haha... And keep asking if I want to eat or drink any soup... But I dun reli got the urge to drink soup and also dun wan him to travel so much.. Hees! I'm such a Happy Girl !~ =P

I simply couldn't stand my manager loh!! Always vent anger.. Reli siao cha boh loh.. No wonder until Now she's still single !!! People always say "Lao Chu Nu" is the most Jialat person, I Truely Strongly Agree!!! *Nod Vigrously*
Just Hope I can faster leave this sickering company!! Hubby still ask mi to stay until next year then leave... OMG! -faint-

I Love My HubbY So Much!!

And Thanks For thOse Who Love aNd ConCern aBouT Me...

Felt such a satisfation.... Cuz yesterday I did my own wedding slide!! Haha!! But got to wait for hubby come back to discuss together about the pictures & photo stuff... Haha..

But I have a Problem...

How to change MicroSoft Office Power Point to wav format or mp4 format or Windows Media(TM) Video File?? Can someone teach me?? ~TIA~ !

Haiz... Hubby is always on duty again! haiz... Sian loh... Again I'm alone... :(
See how tonight goes, maybe wana meet up with Dearie Eileen since she's now a tai tai no work so eng... haha!!

Haiz...This 2 weeks didn't have enough sleep, whick make mi almost everyday overslept in the morning !~ -_-" This morning MIL came to room and ask if today I'm going to work anot, and I look at the time, SHIT! I faster chiong sia.. haha!! So tired sia... And my stupid left eyelid keep ticking non-stop loh.. So irritating !

Tuesday MIL wasn't cooking, so went Westmall For dinner with hubby.... And next Friday was his Birthday, so I was thinking might as well I treat him dinner to celebrate his brithday first.. hehe... And we went to Sakae Sushi for dinner... And while eating, I asked hubby if he need any present I'll buy for him. and without pausing down to think, he reply me with this which make mi reli teared on the spot.. he said: "I don't need stuff, my one n only birthday wish is, I want you to be happy!"

Aiyoh... My Hubby Want to be how Sweet sia.... Haha!! but straight after that we quarrel n quarrel.. -_-"

Yesterday didn't went to work, as my neck was so hurt that I couldn't wake up! Guess too heaty bah... Waited for hubby to wake up and we went 300+ for breakfast cum lunch.. went to meet up with Dearie Eileen to go westmall shopping as I quarrel with Hubby so angry that I reli dun wish to see him! Den bought lots of whiterning skin (Where Tuesday I've already bought quite some skincare liao.. Bo bian lah, wedding comnig liao.. Have to make myself more pretty sia.) den Dearie insist of buying me a top .. -_-" But I like it so much... Haha.. So Funny loh, I saw that top and I went to tried on .. End up realise that top is freaking ex!! So after coming out i otld her I dun wan to buy liao, cuz not worth that price and I walked out of the shop, den when I turn around, she already happily ask the Salesgirl to get a new top.. and paid that top.. -_-" My silly girlfriend!! But still I love her so much!! Muack!! walk around Westmall, and we took bus to Bukit Panjiang to meet our ex-colleagues... and slack at Mac.. haha.. As usual, talking cock... Cabbed home after math .Finally reach home 11.30pm... Iron and get prepared for work the next day, KO @ 12++am... Zzzz...

Wah piang eh! My left upper eyelid had been ticking non-stop for the past 1 week plus!!! I guess it's because of lack of sleep...

Alrights, Pictures...

Went for some strolling since we've got not much time for cycling... And after their cycling ( they bought their own bicycle.) the kids went to play with the water, while Hubby and mother YiYi look after them... Poor Hubby and Mother YiYi was drenched by the kids... Haha!


Hubby And I

The Si Beh Ugly Me~ Cousin Janice came to ask y Didn't I put on any make up, And I reply her Becuase I dun wan people to see me everyday be So pretty, den later When on my wedding you guys will felt Not much different from the normal me. Haha!!

My Sexy Hubby, Zhi Xuan, Zhi Yu & Mother YiYi



Grandma And My Nephew Eldon

The Yep Family

Eldon with Cousin Xiong

Eldon With Uncle Jimmy

Me, Cousin Janice And the extra Uncle Seah

Uncle Seah and me (Trying to Carry me .)

Eldon Boy, Uncle Jimmy And Cousin Janice

Me And Eldon Boy

Cousin Jasmine And Eldon Boy

Eldon Boy with Cousin Janice

Cousin Khim, Eldon, Cousin Juan And Cousin Janice


3 Rabbits and 1 Tiger (Our Zodiac) Me (Rabbit), Cousin Jasmine, COusin Boy, Cousin Janice (Tiger)

Auntie Sandy & Uncle Seah

Me & Auntie Sandy

Cousin Khim, Hubby, Grandma, Me

Mum & Dad



The Happy Family, Eldon with His Daddy (Cousin Eddie)+ His Mummy (Sherlin)

The Koh Siblings+Eddie (Not in this Pic, Yeah They've got the same face) Cousin Khim, Cousin Boy, COusin Juan, COusin Xiong And Baby Eldon

Yummy Drunken Prawns...

Butter Crab


The Koh Family, (Da Yi and Cousin Juan's Hubby not in the Pic.)

The Lau Family(Sister & Brother Not in the pic) ,Mum, Me, Dad, Hubby and Grandma

Seah Family, Auntie Sandy, Cousin Jasmine, Cousin Janice, Uncle Jimmy And Grandma

Surname With Yap/Yep, Uncle Seah, Auntie Sandy, Mum, Mother YiYi,ZhiXuan, Zhiyu and Grandma

The Half Yap, Half Ng, Half Yong... Haha!!

Birthday CAke... Dearest Grandma Is 70 Yrs Old !!



Grandma's Grandchildrens

Grandma Married Daughter with Husbands

Yep Family


Whole family






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One More PIcs.... haha...

*Da Tang!