PHew... Finally tml is my official off day! Haha...

Yesterday Was in the office when sister suddenly MSN mi if I'm in office, she tot I maybe on MC< so I guess she must be asking if I wan to go shopping with her. So end up I took half day off, and Shoo, went back Hougang to meet her before heading down to Toni&Guy for her haircut. Reach Orchard about 2+pm and we went to have SuKi Sushi before the haircut. Haha.. So funny loh, sister and I order this n that until ma jiam about to lose control like that.. Haha.. End up we are so full!! And sis's treat! HAhaha, Thanks Jie !

during the haircut session, Sister's Friend Shi Hua came over, and could tell my sister that she's quite stress with the stylist cuz from what I see, the way she cut is worst than mi, like those student like that loh.. So Shi Hua and I went down to NYDC to have drinks n chit chats... Ah.. It's been like so long ever since I've met up with ShiHua And Elaine man.. TOo bad, Guess Elaine went to Fly again... =(

After sister haircut, we went to TAKA and Far east... Shop around.. Caught a pair of office skirt ... maybe will get it during my rest in June.. Haha...

And so fast, it's 7++pm, so Sis suggested go Paragon for dinner.... Initally I dun wan to eat as I'm still feeling abit full from the SuKi Sushi... But end up also order a spagetti. Hehe... And thanks ShiHua for the treat.. Gonna treat them one day!! =)

tOok trains home after that... took the JE train with them.... they drop at AMK, and I ALL the way up to Bukit Gombak.... Zzz.. -_-" Sianz!!

And today, when I woke up, feeling so sian n moody lah..Thus MC..Haha!! =)

Yesterday mUm was so bad, cuz she noe "I gave myself a half day", so she ask mi to MC today so I can stay overnight at Hougang... Haha.. Like that can MC lah, if not normally she'll scold me when I told her I'm MC again... Haha!!

Hmmm...Tml duno go where sia.. Sian... -_-'' I wan to go out!! It's been a period eversince Hubby and I went shopping... =( So sad!!

Phew.... Finally finish 250 documents! Ahhhhhhh......... Free to slack again!! Haha!!!

Everyday wake up, my mind is either very sian dun feel like working, or thinking next Friday wil be my Last day, reli cant wait for the day loh!! Haha....

Oh dear, how ar? I'm getting fatter n fatter loh.. Haiz.. I'm reli so sad loh.. Hubby always commented that I'm very fat, but at the other hand, keep feeding me HIGH CALORIES SUPPER!! MacDonald, Pratas..... Argh! Den I said , always say me fat still keep asking mi to eat heavy supper with him. Den he goes, aiyah, Fat more cute mah... Damn it ! It's only less than 3 weeks away from my Birthday, I reli got to do something on my weight management!

Haiz... this few days has been waking up "automatic" and "Hah Chu" non stop ... Wah lao eh.. If this is gonna continue, I think my eyes will be as worst as the BeiJing "Jing Jing" (Panda). -_-"

Oh ya, I'm gonna send out all the emails and SMS Reminder + invitation for my Birthday Party! And Due to the bad feedback of the theme Party, thus decided not to do any theme party... just causal or maybe Beach wear? haha!! =P

Yesterday woke up at about 2+am as I was having flu.. Argh! Hate that!! And I kept on "Ha Chu" Until I guess about 3++ Den I finally get back to sleep... Zzzz... So tired loh... Din get a good sleep.... And hubby ask mi not to go work, cuz maybe FIL will be discharge today... But no choice lah, I've gt so much things to clear... So end up I still DRAG myself to work... -_-"

From morning until Knock off I keep on clearing all those documents.. No time for blog also sia! ANd I was too hungry that I eat very fast during my lunch and I think that cause me to feel nausea from afternoon until now....

FIL was being discharge this afternoon, and will be gonig for another round of Chemo treatment, hopefully the new Tumour will be gone, if not, he's going to undergo another brain surgery...

May God Bless my Kind kinded FIL !!

10 days to 6th June!! Woo Hoo!! And 19 Days to my BIRTHDAY!! Woo!!

Sian loh.. Monday again... THis morning when waking up, feeling So SO tired that I felt like taking MC sia! some more this morning was quite cold , shiok weather to sleep in. But I keep pushing myself not to be lazy... End up, here I am in office.. Busying all the courier stuff.. Stupid things! Argh!
(See Lah, Like that play him also cannot, start to cry liao.. Haha!! Just Joking !)
FIL's Report is out. Saying he had a new Tumour at the front part of his brain.

Yesterday was busy in the office, thus did not have any entry.

While I was still very busying doing my job, received a phone call from hubby. Saying FIL was being sent to hospital by Ambulance. Cuz he's vomitting BLOOD! I was in a big shock that I reli couldnt work, thus leave office early from manager's approval. I cabbed down to NUH, cuz from hubby house, NUH is the nearest and the medi staff do not allow them to go to SGH. So as soon as I reach NUH and understand from BIL, FIL was having Fists earlier on, as MIL n BIL wasn't sure of Fists. So end up having check up in NUH, they allow us to transfer FIL to SGH. When we reach SGH was about 7++pm. And all the way we waited in the A&E right up till 1++AM den FIL was being transfer to the ward as they said they need him to admitte for Observation.

Phew~ finally got my Beauty sleep at about 3AM! Zzzz....

Today at about 10+am, Hubby's phone rang. It was form SIL. Saying FIL's brain tumour was back again. Then need to go for another round of Brain scan to check the tumour's size. If it's big den he need to go for operation immediately. "King krong!" (Thunder storm sound)

Y must such a nice person suffer so much?? Haiz... Hopefully the tumour is not big. Cuz he has already suffer enough, be it emotinally or physically. Haiz....

(4.57pm)
--After consider of Dearie XiaoPig's opinion, decided to do a "translation" on this Poem.
But I'm afraid after translating, it's sound funny. Haha! Cuz of my Pte Ltd Ang Mo.

-孩子快抓紧妈妈的手-
　
--为汶川地震死去的孩子们而作
--作者不详

(From the Mama's View)　　

孩子快 抓紧妈妈的手
(Child, Quick hold on to Mama's Hand)
去天堂的路 太黑了 妈妈怕你 碰了头
(The path to Heaven is too Dark, Mama Afraid you might hit you head.)
快 抓紧妈妈的手 让妈妈陪你走
(Quick, Hold on to Mama's Hand. Let Mama accompany you.)
妈妈 怕天堂的路太黑 我看不见你的手
(Mama afraid the path to heaven is too dark that I couldn't see your hand.)
自从 倒塌的墙 把阳光夺走
(The sunlight is gone eversince the walls collapse,)
我再也看不见 你柔情的眸
(And I could no longer see your sweet eyes.)
孩子 你走吧
(Child, go. )
前面的路 再也没有忧愁 没有读不完的课本 和爸爸的拳头
(There's no sadness,unfinish textbook and daddy's Fist on the road ahead.)
你要记住 我和爸爸的摸样
(You must remember daddy and my face.)
来生还要一起走
(We must be together in our next life.)

(From the Child's View)

妈妈 别担忧
(Mama, Don't Worry.)
天堂的路有些挤 有很多同学朋友
(The path to Heaven is abit packed with alot of classmates and friends.)
我们说 不哭
(We promised not to cry.)
哪一个人的妈妈都是我们的妈妈
(Which ever mother is also our mother.)
哪一个孩子都是妈妈的孩子
(Which ever child is also Mama's Child.)
没有我的日子 你把爱给活的孩子吧
(The Days without me,Please give the love to the kids that survived)
妈妈 你别哭 泪光照亮不了 我们的路
(Mama, Don't cry. As your tears will not brighten our path to Heaven.)
让我们自己 慢慢的走
(Let us go on our own slowly.)
妈妈 我会记住你和爸爸的模样
(Mama, I will remember you and Daddy's face.)
记住我们的约定
(Remember our promise,)
来生我们一起走
(We will be together in our next life.)


Want To How Touching... I bet everyone of you who read this will sure tear... (Those who din tear is Either cannot read Chinese or dun understand or you are a guy or YOU ARE SIMPLY HEARTLESS!!)

(4.57pm)
--Thank-you-very-much, as I was trying to translate I teared once again.. Cuz it's reli so touching....

Aiyo, Was bored looking at my blogskin... Wana Revamp it again... But was having big headache from choosing the skin... -_-"

Yesterday Met up with Dearie Eileen at Aliff, before meeting her, I sms-ed her whether to meet at MacDonalds' or Aliff.Den she replied Want to eat Mee soto. So i replied to her, saying, alright then, we'll go to MacDonalds' to have Mee soto. Haha.. ! Den she was, Mac where got mee Soto? Mi replying, Customer is always First, ask them for Mee solo, Fries n coke = 1 Meal , $5.80. Haha! oK, I know I'm being Lame... Hees! Left for home at 11pm.

Reach home, read newspaper about the China Si Chuan. Rumours around saying there will be a very strong aftershock coming , as high as 8.0 Magnitude. I reli couldn't imgaine if it reli happen. Si Chuan really suffer enough tragedy.

I pray to God, Please put a stop to all these Tragedy!

There's 3 kind hearted Boss from 3 Organization, decided to come up with a Tv Programme Fund Raising For China EarthQuake on Sunday, 7pm - 10pm. Just a very simply dance & singing will be done as the 3 organization had only a few days planning for the Programme. And Gary Cao Ge & JJ Lin Jun Jie Waived their Fee to help with the FundRaising, als together with other Media Corp star.
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SINGAPORE : A few groups in Singapore have come together to put up a special three-hour charity concert to raise funds for children who have been orphaned by the Sichuan earthquake.

The concert will be held this Sunday, and will be beamed "live" from the MediaCorp studios on Channel 8 at 7pm. A repeat telecast will be shown on June 1.

The earthquake in Sichuan has left many children with an uncertain future.

And hoping to help them rebuild their lives, organisers of the charity concert aim to raise money to build orphanages or schools.

The organisers of the show are Unusual Productions, Scorpio East Holdings and Novena Holdings, while the producer is MediaCorp.

The idea for the concert came about on Monday and since then the organisers have wasted no time. They have less than a week to put together a show that would normally take several months.

Well-known singers from the region have been invited for the show - which will include Gary Cao from Malaysia and Singapore's J J Lin, as well as MediaCorp artistes and presenters.

Meanwhile, the rescue team from the Singapore Civil Defence Force will return from their mission in China this week and share their experiences.

Organisers have not set any donation targets, but previous fundraising concerts have raised at least S$3 million, and they hope that this time it will be no different.

The Chinese Embassy will work with the relevant agencies on the ground, so that the money can be directed to where it is needed most.

Members of the public can call 1900-

1125121 for a S$6 donation; 1900-

1125122 for an S$18 donation,

and 1900-1125123 for a S$50 donation.

They do not have to wait till Sunday to donate. They can start calling in from midnight on Wednesday, and donation lines will remain open till 1st June.


And this morning, upon listening to Radio YES93.3, I donate again ($6) , And I think on Sunday night, upon watching the FundRaising Show, Guess I'll Donate again...

And all these Funds will be helping those Orphan in the Affected Area.

Now Donating money to China Si Chuan EarthQuake is just a phone call away, No excuse for saying Duno how to donate!

Yesterday was feeling rather Moody and restless when i reach home... Like as through not matter How I sit, stand, lay on the bed I still feel restless.... backache!! Urgh!! >.<

Whao! Shoo, it's Tuesday... Work again... -_-" SianzZzz....

Upon watching this, My tears roll down my cheeks uncontrolled.... As through "raining"...

PLEASE HELP TO DONATE... I've already Done my Donation, How about you? Its Ok if it's just 10Cent. At Least you are one of the kind hearted ones!

We couldn't do anything to help with those rescue, so we help to DONATE.

Cash/Walk-in Donations
Walk-in donations can be made at the Singapore Red Cross Society, 15 Penang Lane, Singapore 238486.

Our collection hours are:
Mon - Fri: 9.30am - 5.45pm
Sat & Sun (17-18 May): 9.30am - 5pm
Vesak Day (19 May): 9.30am - 5pm

For more information, please call the Singapore Red Cross at 6334-9152/53 or email china.enquiry@redcross.org.sg.

Cheque Donations

Cheque can be made payable to:
Singapore Red Cross Society

Please indicate behind the cheque:
1) Name, Organisation (if applicable), Mailing Address and Contact Numbers
2) For Red Cross China Earthquake Appeal

An official receipt (Donation is not tax deductible) will be issued.

Send the cheque to:
Singapore Red Cross Society
15 Penang Lane, Singapore 238486

*Singpost waives postage for cheque donations to Singapore Red Cross

UOB Internet Banking

1) Login to UOB Personal Internet Banking
2) Click on "Bill Payment" on the left menu
3) Click on "Pay Bills" on the left menu
4) Click on "New Bill" on the main screen
5) Select "Red Cross China Earthquake" from the drop down menu of the payee corporations list
6) Enter telephone number as the Bill Reference Number
7) Enter the debiting account to debit donation
8) Enter the donation amount
9) Click on "Confirm" button to approve payment

UOB Cheque Donations

Donations by cheque can be dropped at the UOB's cheque deposit boxes.
Cheques should be crossed and made payable to "Red Cross - China Relief Fund".

DBS/POSB Fund Transfer

1) Insert your ATM card and enter PIN. Select "More Services"
2) Select "Credit Card/Bill Payment"
3) Key in "99" Other Corporation
4) Key in "99" again
5) Key in "18" for Red Cross China Earthquake
6) Indicate your contact number as the Bill Reference Number.
7) Select account type
8) Enter donation amount
9) Press "Confirm" to complete transaction

AXS Stations

Members of the public can donate at all AXS stations islandwide.

Oh ya, Nearly forgotten.. Monday is Holiday! Wao!! Long weekend! Haha... But also sad.. CUz Hubby have to go back camp on Sunday night, thus AGAIN I'm alone On Public Holiday! :(

Wish Everyone A Happy Vesak Day!!

*I'm still thinking if I should go for the "San Bu Yi Gui" Ceremony on Vesak Day, Hopefully to pray for Whole family well being.*

Yesterday, I have no idea Who is the one who told my mum That I wrote in my blog saying I Just Bought a new designer Bag.. *Faint* I where got money to buy now sia! Make mi raise voice with my mum.. >.<


Samsung i7, Having A Promotion at $299, with 7 MegaPix... Hmmm.. Not bad hor?

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You don’t have to search for the power button to take a picture. Just slide the LCD slightly : the power comes ON and the grip hidden by the LCD becomes available for faster, more convenient, shooting.

















Wao Digital camera still Got mp3 sia.. not Bad hor??

Alrights, as promised Pictures taken During Mothers' Day Celebration...
*Ask Wendy Lau to send me those pictures, end up I still need to go ur Blog Copy Paste the pictures. *faint*



















Naughty Uncle Offering my mum Cigratte as "present" haha!

This is a very Random Entry.. Erm... Anyway, my entries is all very random.. Haha.. Ok, I noe I'm being very L-A-M-E...

Yesterday the weather was indeed very good in the evening... And I happily go for jogging alone.. And I nv stop now this time! Jog all the way.. Haha.. Cuz the previous times I jog, I did stop down to walk ... But yesterday I keep push and force myself.. Yeah! I made it ! Hehe... And straight after reaching home, did 1 set of "Crunches" (I think I spell wrongly.. ) and some kind like "Pinching" action to my flabby tummy which I remember once my friend teach me this method to reduce fats... Did that for 15mins... At the same time I felt my arms were aching.. Guess I'm also exercising my arms! Hees.. Hopefully I can really slim down soon! =)

Thought Hubby wun be back yesterday, when He last minute said he will be back home, And I was so happy until when he's back home, I hug him tighly.. Hehe!!

Now hubby and I are watching 学警雄心 Part 2学警出更... Quite a nice show... But there's link from Part 1 de.. So if u havent watched Part 1, you maybe abit blur... (We have seen Part 1, as SCV had showcast it before.)

Yesterday while we are awaiting for the loading of the HK Drama show at internet, hubby decided to watch the China Wen Chuan EarthQuake Video.... Beforehand I was reading newspaper on the news I had already cried a few times.... And watching those video, I cried quite badly once again... (Even through I dun reli like MIC=Made In China) Cuz In China, they are allow to give birth to Only 1 Child per Couple... And Lots of the school buildings collapsed and lots of peoples were being Buried ALIVE as the EarthQuake happens during schooltime... Can u imagine those Parent's feeling? Being a Only Child is so so SO precious to their Parents, and yet this Heartless natural Disaster take away SO MUCH of Precious Live.

And my dearesr Hubby is like a kid, keep asking me question like : "Y is there EarthQuake? What causes EarthQuake? Why so many countries Have EarthQuake and Singapore is so Safe? EarthQuake got so Power until can demolished everything in spilt seconds?" etc.... haha.. And I'm like a Mother explaining and replying all his question... haha....

Can You imagine Such a painting could fetch the price of US$33 MILLION????
<<< CLICK HERE >>>

This morning while I was preparing to go work, MIL knock on our door, she was shocked when she saw mi preparing for work, as she tot I should be going for the check up today. But end up, I decided not to go liao... Den she insist of giving me the money to go for the check ups but I reject, Cuz now those pains no more liao.. (So I assume it's one also the PMS.) =)


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I've already did that, Hopefully You all will add this (f) Flower to your MSN nick and help to pass this message... =)

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"Loved By Mummy"

Yesterday went to Orchard DFS, went into LV Boutique, was looking around and found that LV rise price again!! >.< Last time before GST increase to 7%, a Speedy25 is only $950, Den $980, den now $990!! Aiyoh... LV always Rise de leh.. (Only Euro drop den the price drop abit, so I pray Euro PLEASE drop!)

I wan to buy a LV handbag leh!! But I'm broke broke broke.... !!

How I wish I can turn the time and fast forward to September 2009.. Cuz dat's when maybe our life will gets better... =)

I dun ask for more, just a carefree life with no worries about Going out frequently, Buying things that I like, a small pamper for myself ONCE IN A WHILE like, once a year? Erm.. But am I asking too much? Maybe when life gets better, my temper will also be better.. Haha! =X
Cuz I admit I treat hubby quite badly... Plus at this bad times, hubby's temper is also not too good...

THinking back at those days, when we lead a carefree life, Hubby is so sweet.... But I'm not saying now he's not sweet lah, but he gets angry n irritated easily, so when he "Ki Siao" I just walk away and leave him alone..

Hmmm... Baby, Please make sure what You have promise mi, ok? Dun go back to the same old ways. If not..... You will be regret!!!!!

Recently I keep having dreams like, I got pregnant, or I'm in labour, or I'm happily with my kids etc... Hubby said I think of Baby think until Ki siao.. haha!!

Yesterday Went Orchard with Evelynne.. haha.. We Simply got so much to talk! We talk alot during our Shoppings and Lunch, and we didn't stop chattings even we've got to part at Jurong East Interchange! Haha!! We chat until I reach home.. Haha!! (Oh ya, we chat on the phone right after we parted at Jurong east, haha!) Chat like 2 chatter-box!!

Caught a wallet at Coach.. $450... Feel abit unworthy for Coach having that Price... =( Guess gonna ask friends to buy for me when they are oversea~Wana Buy a Coach HP strap.. It's like 50++ only! Haha... Gonna grab it next month!

Bought A pair of heel Which I reli so regret of buying!! Cuz it hurt my legs! Damn it ! >.< Reli wan to find a pair of nice and real comfortable heels....

Haiz... Finally Manage to see a very slight improvement on my tummy, but recently those LJS and pratas make those fats back again! =( Haiz.... Reli must have determination go jogging even if hubby is not going!! I want to have good improvements before my birthday!
*Gam-ba-teh-neh!!* *Jia You!!*

Yesterday finally Finish the HK Drama 凶城计中计.. Phew.. nice show!!

Wah! Such a heavy downpour now! Oops, I'm started to "Ha-Chew~" As office is so cold NOWWW~~~
Hopefully it wun rain in the evening when I go Jogging... And Hopefully the weather will be "Liang Liang" during my jog! Haha...

And Sad, Hubby may not be coming home tonight.. SianzZ....

Can Someone help mi? Cuz I'm reli damn freaking bored in the office loh! Urgh!

19Days to Last day in this Fcuking Company & 32 Days to my 21st Birthday!! Yuppie!!

Today, I'm MC again... Yeah.. Freaking dun feel like working... And yesterday I was whole FREE!! So Bored that I kept on surfing net till duno wad to do sia.. *faint*

But When Hubby is angry, He can be real scary...

*Ps: I love his Nose and his deep set eyes! Haha....

Decided to Cab over to hougang as Hubby and I was quite Lazy to train back ALL the way to Hougang....Hees!

Reach Mother Yi yi House at around 4+pm.... And we slack And got those BBQ stuffs prepared and went over to Da Yi's House @ Seng Kang at abbut 5+pm...

Reach Seng Kang, Load down stuffs and begin to start the BBQ pit, Foods and stuff.... Mother Yi Yi Order those Pre-Marinated Chicken Wings and Satay stick from this Online website
---->>>> www.bbqhouse.com.sg

the Chicken Wings and Satay Sticks was Fab!!! Gonna order from them for my birthday too!!

Alrights, back to Mothers' Day celebration... Had quite some fun hanging out chit chatting with cousins etc... And Hubby was always the "BBQ man" haha... Well, I guess Hubby enjoy BBQ foods for others... Haha....

As every year's Mothers' Day falls near to my Mum's Bday, as usual this year we celebrate Mothers' day + Mummy's birthday as well... Well, I guess Mum enjoy the session thru out~~

*Pics On the way (Waiting for Wendy Lau to Send me those pics~~~)

Sunday, was being awaken by Mother Yi Yi for Breakfast... Had a yummy Fried Carrot Cake bought by Mother Yi Yi For Hubby and I!~

It's been more than half a year, ever since Hubby and I stay together at Mother Yi Yi's House... Haha....

And the feeling was, I miss those days~~ =)

In the afternoon, Cousin n Mother Yi yi went Yishun to trade in their phones, while they drop us down at Yishun MRT. Train to Woodlands to have our lunch @ LJS and train back to Gombak~~ Reach home 4pm~~

Plan to go for jogging in the evening, but end up didn't know y, suddenly I was feeling so sick..Nausea ~~ I couldn't / dare to wake up, as I'm afraid of vomit ... And I rest on the bed on the way till night... And I reli hate the feeling of Vomitting or Nausea...

Watched HK drama with Hubby till 1++am... And Zzzz.. To my LaLa Land....

Haiz... Every workday, when Waking up, I felt so sian.. As thru feel like getting MC everyday.... Cuz I'm always dragging my feet to work. And that feels lousy! And add on to my Miserable mood, I still have to face my manager + that bitch... -_-" Haiz....

Yesterday dun feel like working.. Thus On MC... Slack at home the whole day... Sian.. Zzz...

And again, today in office Manager and that Bitch is making mi so damn fucking cb Furious...

1st- Coffee machine spoilt, manager Kpkb non stop den vent anger at me.. Which pantry stuff is non of my business!!

2nd- reception phone,
manager press all call transfer to that bitch, den she "Kick cock,Kick cock"(Heels stamping sound!) to my place, den press very hard on my phone, say all calls transfer to her very "fan"!!! Den I answer her back, not I press de.. but she just walk away without listen to my explanation... (But I actually dun need to explain to her lah, cuz I dun owe her that!)

3rd-Manager (Again!)
She said my Managing Director said, since I'm quitting, den all admin jobs pass to the new girl, den I just sit front desk can le...

That means trying to kick me aside lar? nvm loh... den i shall MSN OPENILY daily & surf Net OPENILY..Play Online Games OPENILY And bo chap everything...!! Knn!!

I think I'll work until 2nd June (WHen I got my May'08 Pay) Den I'll just leave.. I reli cant tahan le..

I think I'll shoot at those I hate On my last day... I cant wait for the day to come... Cuz I think I'm going to die of anger soon!!

And wad is left in this company mostly Is those irritating person... (Mostly) And those good one has quit... So I dun think there's any Prospect or Thing for me to cant bear with....

I reli simply boh chap anything loh... When my colleagues ask mi y I nv turn up for work yesterday, I reply him, cuz I dun feel like working.. I dun care! I simply dun care! And I fuck care!! UUUUUUUUUUURGH!!

Yesterday a few of my colleagues commented that my tummy is so big that I reli look like a pregnant lady... (But I'm not pregnant mah...) Den manager even look at my tummy and said I confirm is pregnant loh... If not tummy wouldn't be so big like that de... Den say I (Choy Choy) may have Ectopic Pregnancy.... But impossible mah, even if I (CHOY CHOY*1000) got Ectopic Pregnancy, doctor also can scan it during the detail scan mah... But doctor also nv say anything.. So I think I'm reli fat lah... Not pregnant... Haiz... *Sweat!*

My tummy was very big that I'm always feeling "Zi Bei" and always choose to wear tops that are very loose... Oh ya, Last Sunday hubby and I (reli) went for jogging... And I still told hubby I wan to jog for 1 hour.. And he mock at me... Nb! .... End up we came back after 20mins of jog... haha... Cuz that time I was still having flu n bad cough.. + I reli very long nv execise le... Cant take too long jog... So I told hubby that I wan to stop jogging... When I recover from my illness then we continue go jogging.... Den hubby kept saying those : " Cannot say cannot lah! Dun give lame excuses!" Hello!! AT LEAST I ADMIT I'M WEAK OK??? As I reli too long nv exercise le mah.... Must slowly slowly prolong the jogging time mah.. One shot you wan mi die issit, KE ZHIWEI ??!!?!?!?

Den reach home, I was reli dead beat! and Hubby reminded mi of the sit ups, den I fast do sit up.... I reli remember during the Dance Club days in my secondary sch, I can do alot of sit ups leh! den Sunday I did until 10 sit ups, I start to force myself and almost give up! *faint* Y I now like that huh? Issit I reli start to get old le? OMG!!!!!!!! I dun wan !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And I think I'll resume my jogging today.... I wan to see a result in 2 months time!! If I reli can shed off those flubby fats by 2 months time, den I take pictures of my tummy again.. den if got different, I can be the ambassdor of exercise leh! hahahaha!!!! *Lame*

I reli feel like just leave the office now sia... The stupid bitch (Newcomer) come my place and KPKB agani loh! Wah Lan noi, think what? I her Kah Kia uh? She my supervisor, I must listen to her ar? Knn loh! Du lan loh! Own self cannot find the files in her computer come n SCOLD me, ok is SCOLD mi ok? Haha... She Deserved it loh,

I'm going to quit and manager going to transfer to Tuas plant.. Den HR no one to help her liao... She Bao gao liao.... Do until she die lah! Huo Gai ! Oh Bi Good! Hrmp!

Fuck loh... Whole morning keep call me and scold mi this n that, cannot find the file is not my problem ok? As If I do wrong... Which I'm 100% correct loh! Is she stupid cannot find the file !

U be nice to me, And I'll be good to you... If u r bad to me.. I'll Be REAL NASTY TO you!!!

And noe wad? she's here not even a month and our boss gave her a $200 Increment ok?? $200 hor! CB loh! We all do until knl, si mi also dun have.. reli so unfair loh!!!!!!!!

Alrights.. I know many of you would want to know how's my check up yesterday.. haha... ............... .............................Still duno the result... Haha...

Yesterday doctor gave mi a detail scan, but he said the detail scan cant really see what's happening inside, but he still do for me lah... He said from the screen, he see my uterus is normal... lower abdominal also normal... Den when he press that always very pain part, Wah! reli pain loh... Den he said from wad he feel from the touch of it, nothing serious lah.. Ask mi not to worry... But funny thing is, he nv say much on my pains at lower abdominal things, but talk alot on Baby things... *Faint*

So to give myself a piece of mind, Hubby and decided to go through all the check ups... Next thursday check up on my uterus and womb, 24th May For another round of blood test, 16th June collect all results... *Gan Jiong*

Yesterday went for the blood test.. Was so pain that I scream (with my mouth Shut).... And I kept go, : " Baby, help mi! Very pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Haha... Den the nurse keep on laugh n laugh... ( the nurse and doctors are very friendly) I reli couldn't imagine if One day I get pregnant, den I reli duno how to cope with those labour pains sia... I abit abit already pain like shit.... =(

Aiyoh... But all these test after Government Grant still quite ex loh... Heart Pain.. Yesterday consulation Fee $25 + the blood test $45... Den next check ups 100++ bucks.... Burn a big hole n my pocket.... *Sob Sob* Well, what to do? nothing is more important than health...

Just tender my resignation letter and place it my manager table when she's out of office.. haha!!! I dun dare to pass to her when she's around.. Like so paiseh feel... I duno if I'm right or wrong to tender the letter at this time... But I'm sure I'll be free from this company... =)

Alrights... Later I'll be going to SGH eat my check ups... Hmmm.... I'm not afraid of anything "bad" happen to me... But just abit nervous... Cuz Scare later got any insertion things or injection.. Haha... And also very suay... 2nd day of AF... Most Heaviest Flow....

Yesterday stayed at home in the day time... The weather was freaking HOT! And being bored at home, I begin with house chores..... Cleaning here n there.. Vacuum here n there... Phew! I was perspiring like nobody's business! After a real cold bath, was feeling so shiok lah!! Den I begin with my DIY nails... after that went to Hubby's grandma house downstairs to eat and KTV.... Haha... Had so much fun over there! And while I was singing, My fever was back again...(BUt subsided liao) =( Right now I'm still running a flu and coughing here n there..... Haiz... Guess the weather these days is reli too hot n humid that alot of people are falling sick... :(

About 10+pm, hubby called up to say he's booking out,asking mi to meet him at Aliff... And I asked Hubby's cousin wei xiong to tag along too.. hehe... went Aliff to company hubby as he's hungry... Den after that back home as I'm reli feeling very tired n feverish at the same time... Den hubby kept scold n scold mi, saying since I'm sick should stay at home... rather than going here n there to play.. But I was staying at home almost everyday doing nothing... Damn freaking bored loh... I'm the kind "Yao Wan Bu Yao Ming" kind of person.. Haha... Den hubby kept nag n nag lah... Buay tahan loh! Urgh!!

Woke up at 10+am to have our breakfast at MacDonalds' again.. Hehe... I reli think Mac is the most satisfying breakfast that make mi forever won't sick of their Breakfast Menu! Haha... Bought myself a pair of track shoes.... Cuz Hubby kept on asking mi not to buy waist Binder, as he feel it's very bad for body... Den ask mi to go for exercise is much healthier... So I went to buy a pair of light in weight track shoes! Den hubby AGAIN, kpkb saying y must buy a pair of track shoes just because of jogging... Any pair of shoes also can mah! But to me, a pair of light in weight track shoe is very very important, cuz it wun hurt ur leg when running for long time + only light weight track shoes wun bring pressure to leg mah! Such logic also duno.... Haiz... Ignorant person! And hubby assure mi that I can only last this kind of "Fever" for the longer 1 month.... And he mean Jog on weekends nia... Haha.. Nah Beh... If everyday go jogging, 1 week! Den I told him, nvm.... Just go ahead and pour mi cold water.... Cuz the more you think I cant make it.. The more I will prove to you that I'll make it! Hrmp! Hubby said must everyday go jog liao, come back do sit up... Tummy sure gone off and will build up muscle.. Ok! I shall do it for the sake of my shape and also my health.... Cuz it's been years ever since I reli go out jogging... (except that time went Bukit Timah Hill with My Auntie) Later evening time I'm gonna start my Healthy exercise routine everyday!! =) Just need to shed off 8kg will do.. Hehe.. (Woman are such a funny animal.. Forever cant get enough, previously I still say 5kg will do, now want to shed 8kg.. haha!)

Wish mi good luck! And May I can last the "Jogging Fever" for at least 2 months... is Jog everyday for 2 months hor.. Not like Hubby say de, jog only on weekends for 1 month nia... TMD!

Tml going for check up liao... Yesterday when we reach home, I was very tired liao, but hubby keep asking mi not to sleep, as he said he got alot of things to talk to me.... Den I waited for him to finished his bath all this loh... Zzz... End up he told me he had been thinking about my health these days... Cuz he's afraid anything might happen to me that make mi couldn't conceive in future... But I told him, if reli cant conceive in future, there's nothing we can do mah... then he said I like not scare relag realg like that... But to me, If there's anything that will happen, also will happen mah... you now scare here n there also no use loh! M I Right? Be it a God Or Bad, we also must face it de.... =)

Once again, I'm A brave girl !~

MY LAtest DIY Nails... (Again those flowers is I drew de.)
Little Cute Chanel was here on thursday.. he's simply so cute! I love when she called me Ma-Ma..(Actually should be Jiu-Ma, But she always goes Ma-Ma) Aaahhh.. As though she' my child.. The feeling is definitely GOOD! Haha...

Shit ! While i was trying to edit my Blogskin.... I actually Accidentally saved the new Skins Without Saving the old one! OMG!! Urgh! Hack Care lah.. Wait Till I'm free den I'll do the links and stuff... AAAAAAAAAARGH!!!

Dearies,
Sorry... Can You all Pleae Leave Down Your Blog URL Links can?? Thanks thanks!! =)

Yesterday knock off at 6.35pm... SianzZzz.... Because I was waiting for a urgent document to be release by a travel agency.... Argh....

Hubby went ahead to have dinner with PILs, as I wasn't feeling well... Stomach damn bloated and feeling nauesea that make mi no appetite at all... =(

Met up hubby at Watson, but step out of the shop with empty hand, as the waist binder ws out of stock... =( I'm reli feeling so fat! especially when i'm sitting down and sleeping on 1 side, as all the fats are pressing aganist my stomach... So sad and feeling damn "Zi Bei" =(

Reach home and felt I was burning Hot.. Yes, running a slight fever.... Guess I caught it from Hubby.. =( And quickly hubby wipe my body with cold water to bring down temperature... After awhile I started laughing and tickering him... And hubby could tell my fever has subsided... Haha... Cuz when I'm sick, I reli no mood to talk or etc... But when I'm feeling Slightly better, I start to play around.. Ya, I admit I'm still like a kid.. =P

Started to feel very hungry and I cooked myself a pot of Mincemeat porridge.. Yummy!!

After math, suggested to Hubby that we go to Westmall to catch the Movie "Forbbiden Kingdom"... Haha... Was kinda hilarious... keke... After which we walked back.. Reached home 1.20++am... Zzzz.. And I was dead beat... ZzzzZzz....

Hmmm... I'm still feeling sickish, as the air that I exhale out from nose is Hot air.... Which make mi kindna sian sian.... =( Still remember whenever mummy know that I'm sick, she would be gan jiong for me... Keep coming over me to check on me.... And I love those food that she would make when I'm sick.... Duck Porridge and Macaroni !! =)

世上只有妈妈好， 有妈的孩子像个宝... Haha....

Best Mum in the World...
1St Goes to mY Mummy!!
2nd Goes to My MIL !! Haha!!

Oops... Mothers' Day Coming! And Mummy's Birthday is round the corner!! Gonna bring her out to eat! =)

Tonite there will be a KTV cum makan gathering at Hubby's grandma house downstairs... Haha... Yakking with those 姑姑婶婶 and cousins!! =)

Was about to say Yakking with those Aunties.. But it sounds I'm very auntie... Haha.. But I admit I'm one.. Wahahaha!!

Hubby yesterday told me that his grandma also know I'm going for the check up.. *Faint* Guess almost everyone knows about it... Faint.... But I'm gonna be alright, Remember, I'm a Brave Girl ok?? Hees!!

Phew... Last 3days was a God Damn Boring days For me... As hubby is not at home.. And I'm mainly, eat, sleep, surf net... That's all.. faint... Finally Hubby requested from his Sir to come back home and be On leave today, as he's sick... Yesterday when he reach home, he look so Sian.... Den hubby told me that he feel very sick... But I Din care about him, as he is always saying he felt sicky almost everyday.. (-_-") But end up I Hug him, and his body was like burning hot... Den I quickly dash to get me swollow down 2 pills of Panadols and Force him to drink more water. And got a pile with lots of ice in water, and using a cloth to keep on wipe his head, neck, body and hands... And hubby was like a little kid, keep on throwing tantrum... Keep ask mi yo buy him this n that for him to eat.. but he's sick, how can buy him Tze Char ?? (As he keep asking for it.) Faint... End up, get him to eat porridge.. Phew.. Den the day before yesterday he went Gym with his buddies.. Resulting he's having bodyache everywhere... And I massage for him, and the silly boy eventually fell asleep while I was massaging for him.... =) Gave him a peck on his forehead and cover him with blanket... But after 5 mins, he's awake! COmplaining he's feeling very hot while I've already on the Aircon! But before that he was complaining he's feeling very Coldd~~... Faint.. Really like a kid lah! As through a mama, taking care of Son.. Haha... But I was very happily doing all these... =) Heh! And during the night whenever I was awake, I touch his forehead and neck to check if his fever is over.... Finally this morning I measure his temperature again, Yeah! Fever gone! *Dancing around* haha!! But sad lah, cuz hubby must go back camp tonite... Haiz... Hubby said he will be always away from now on... And I'm so sad can?? Mid May going to Tekong for 10days, after that duno wad wad wad, den Christmas Eve n New Year eve Kana Duty... Chinese NEW year ALSO KANA loh! OMG! Sian!! Haiz... Reli have to learn to live without hubby's presence... =(

Phew.. Finally Friday! HAha!! And Monday on Half day, As I'm going to SGH for the check up with the company of hubby...I think MIL did consider of company mi once before, as she tot hubby not booking out that day, but end up I told her Hubby is going with me, den she goes, Orhs... anyway, I appreciate all her thoughts! =) Hopefully nothing happens.... And Hopefully I dun nit to suffer from those needles pokings.. I hate and fear most ! =(

Duno Y FOREVER and especially on the evening time till the moment I get to sleep, whenever I lay down, my stomach will have some movements... Especially when I sleep alittle bit slant... Like go those hungry feeling (but Not hungry at all) those "Grooooo" thing... is 2-3mins that "Grooooo" come again loh... So funny... And there's once I ask Hubby to place his hand on my tummy and feel it, he also felt it too! but hubby ask mi not to think to much as Monday will be going for the check up liao... =) I know you all will be thinking Am I pregnant... Answer is......................................... No loh! Dun have baby mah.... Y got all these leh?

Well, will update everyone once I'm back from the check up.... Sicarli from detail scan, can see little bundle waving hand at us.. *Faint* I think too much liao.. wahaha!!

Later after work going to Phamarcy to buy waist binding belt... to force my tummy go smaller!! And shoo shoo all the fats!!

Today One of my colleague last day.. haiz.. So many people quitting lah! Next week Bestie also last day.. Sianz... Okiez.. I've decided to quit liao! No matter wad family planning or wad... Cuz I reli couldn't tahan this idoitic company anymore!

*PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS POST, IF YOU JUST HAD YOUR LUNCH.....
TO PREVENT YOU WASTE MONEY ON THE DELICIOUS FOOD YOU JUST HAD, CUZ RELI WILL PUKE!*

Phew!~ From Saturday till today, the weather is so damn HOT!! Argh! HOT until so pekcek !

Scary right? I'm so sad loh.... !! Hubby said I look as through I'm 3 months preggy... =( Sad lah! I seriously need a very serious DIET!!! I only need to slim dow 5 KG will do... Just 5 Kg...

My Goodness! I've NEVER EVER been so fat before loh!!! Those tops that I used to wear during my Kimage days, ALL CANT FIT IN AT ALL!!!!!!!!!! Can u imagine How fat I gain eversince I ROM ??