Yesterday, he say he wanted to eat my Chocolate Fondants again…but dun reli feel like doing…. But he want to eat den I do loh… hehe… ( at least someone who knows who to appreciate my cooking…) ended UP….. DISATER……………. Haha…. Blame the bloody man lah… he keep say dun nit bake so long… den wad dun nit to pre heat too long wad shit…and den?? Result like shit loh… knn…. Reli cannot listen to his nonsense loh.. everytime listen to him end up nothing good will come out…. Shit man… den I so pekcek and angry that I scream…. Den I pinch him and bit him…. I reli so angry…. Den I asked him to throw away everytink…! I dun wan to see anything…. ! and I so sad that I even nearly cry out..( cuz I feel I’m reli useless…) den I reli so sad so sad…that I told him I dun want to see anythink………. I dun want to bake anymore…. Den hubby pacify me… until I get alittle better…. I’m crazy right? That’s wad happen to me when I’m sort of ‘mad’(ki siao ) ……… nobody see these kind of me before…. Therefore nobody believe I will become like these…..haha…

these’s also a occasion that I (ki siao) again… that I cry non-stop for duno how many hours… den bite and slap myself… wanted to jump down from the window…(but kana stopped by him…) den knock myself on the floor ( until ba lu ku on my forehead..), pull my hair ……….haha…. it’s abit unbelievable…I noe… haha… and some of my cousins also noe that my head is like ( metal head ) ( but provided I go n beng my head on the wall lar…if accidentally knock my head I sure cry out loud..haha…child like me..) when I was a child, I will beng my own head whenever I’m excited or happy….whahahaha…. I noe it’s funny or some may have already fell down from ya chair laughing non-stop… haha… but it’s true mahz… and I last time have a ‘pillow’….(childhood time de larz..) there’s this knot on one end…when I’m reli happy or angry I will bite the knot real hard…(until there’s a lot of my teeth bite on the knot..) ……………whahaha………….pervert rite?? Haha…………… sometimes I reli feel that I need to go n see those psychologist doctor leh….haha………