whao!~! it's SATURDAY!~!~ hehe....couldn't sleep anymore so wake up abit early...keke... haiz...

duno why starting from yesterday i found hubby abit wierd le...yesterday told me wad his friend de'mistress' message him...den ask whether his friend is with hubby..den he say duno den i ask why that ger got his number den he say wad the ger say she saw hubby hp at his that fren de hp....waD the ?? u belief meh??..maybe is i think too much?? i duno... he keep on message somebody...den wen ask him message hu sae 'Rooney'(his frien)....but i dun belief...can like that message here and there so many times de meh? den when i check his sent message all delete liao...he seldom go n delete his sent message de..haiz.. den yesterday midnight time his got message again... but i duno whether did he reply...but i guess most likely he got reply de larz... den this morning i check his hp, no sent message leh...haiz... duno larz...somemore he still kept the lady sent him de message loh...haiz.... i reli duno lar..

haiz... i reli cant tahan anymore le...there's alot of things i couldn't say or voice out..i reli very miserable loh...haiz..be it to hubby or to my family... tell my family scare later they worried about me...tell hubby scare later will have lots of arguements ....haiz.... i reli dun feel like living this world anymore...haiz...wad can i do?? i reli duno loh...

den my fren kept ask me about my pay out le ma?? i reli feel like asking him go n die..i wun give a single cent to him...haiz...JUST LEAVE ME ALONE...haiz...i reli wish to go back chilhod time...den i dun nit to think so much about money...haiz..

today i dun even feel like going out anymore...no much mood.... later want to go n learn to bake my cake..hehe....

tml mother n father-in-law all going to genting le...hope they can win money back...

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