Suddenly have this urge to blog again..keke.. hmmm… saw mani friends around me is gonna promote to be mama and papa ( meaning all is either pregnant, gonna give birth soon or just gave birth…) suddenly have the urge to have a baby too… I noe giving birth to a baby is not following trend( cuz nowadays many people are pregnant ) and it’s a whole life commitment … but I love children a lot… I reli hope to have my own child too… but I noe somethings cannot be forced … and maybe the time is also not right… hmmm… so envy those friends of mine have their own baby … ( at least something to keep them company…but it’s a whole lotta package…( take care them, waking up in the wee hours feeding them milk, change diapers…blah blah..)) but maybe those friends of mine they have a lot of problem after giving birth to their babies which we didn’t noe and they didn’t say…. But just really love those babies… haiz…. NONO… I MUST wake uP MY mind!!!!! Not to let all this happen to make me regret in my whole life or rather I should say bring unfortunate to my future baby… haiz…. sadiS….