yesterday after the Woodlands laptop incident, i went back to hougang and stay over....wen i reach hougang....the first place i go i quickly go to my grandma hse to see my Uncle.... cuz last week he was admitted to hospital to have some operation.... but i din not have the time to go n visit him.... so reli feeling guilty.... so i faster go n see him.... hehe..... den after that in the evening went to Seng kang Compass Point with mum n auntie for shopping and dinner....

Today.... wake up at about 10++am..... den went to Kovan to have our lunch.... hehe.... love to eat at Kovan...cuz over there got many cheap and real nice foods.... den after that went to go n pray my grandpa...my real dearest ah gong.... when i saw his ' ling wei ' i cried.... 1st is because i'm reli sorry for not going to his place to pray him respect for the past few years.... cuz that time i was still working at Kimage Hairdressing.... everytime gonna work.... another thing is....I Really Miss him Alot....! that time my mind was like, "why do he have to leave us so early??" i was only 7 years old when he leave us due to Lung cancer...and my relationship with him was reli good....cuz i was taken care by him n my ah ma.....den when my little cousins ask why i cry and i couldnt reply them... cuz i simply couldnt stop crying.... den ah ma told them " cuz ah leng jie jie and ah gong last time very very good de loh..." yea.... last time i love to be with him...den he everytime catch crab and steam it for us.... and he always pluck the whole crab nicely for me to eat....and also everytime i follow him to those 'uncle chit chat gathering' aka ' la kopi'..... keke..... den when we finish praying went back to ah ma hse....den i straight away go n search out the Vcd where my relative that time Video record it at ah gong's funeral....i've already loss count of how many times i've watch that vcd..... and i always cry at the last part where my ah gong's body in the 'fire'....cremated? sorry, duno how to spell..... den today we all sat down together and watch the vcd...wah... my uncle say some relative also passed away liaoz.... cuz my ah gong had already passed away 13 years le....den i was reli shocked! din noe those relative already passed away le.... haiz... that why they say a person better dun live up to too old... cuz by the time you pass away at very old age, most of the frenz or relatives also passed away den lesser people come to pay respect.... hehe...that time my ah gong passed away reli got alot of people come n pay their respect to my ah gong... some more my ah gong's funeral is 7 days loh!!!!! wah, now den i noe so many days sia..... now normally people dun do until so many days le.... i think cuz my ah gong got too many frens le bahz.... that's why so many days...and every night the whole funeral is packed with people de loh..... cuz my gong is reli very good person...whenever he noe his any frens in need of money he sure lent them de.... but many din not pay him back the money...( alot of my family relatives is like that de.... especially those uncles.... everytime lent people money, den those'frens' never return de....) and also the very last day before ' chu ping ' we had this praying session... where the close relaitves have to go down walk n walk around de.... wah.... almost all the relatives also go down n walk loh..even those far relatives de also go down n walk...i think the people maybe got about 40-50 people bahz... den the que so long until the sometimes the que got ' entangled '...haha....

okiez... i noe this post abit long...( cuz i everytime very ' low so ') last but not least... I LOVE MY GRANDGFATHER ALOT...AND I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER HIM.....

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